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[personal profile] ratatosk and I have a room available and are looking for a housemate. If you or anyone you know is looking for a place to live near Davis Square, let me know. :)

Rent is $1000/month; utilities average about $100/month. We're on the top two floors of a two-family home; it's about a five-minute walk from the Davis Square T Station and right across the street from the Somerville library. We've got an in-unit washer and driver and a portable dishwasher. The lease allows one cat. We like cats and are willing to discuss a cat moving in.

(cross-posting is welcome!)
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I was talking recently with a friend about the updated definition of PTSD in the DSM-V. (In the DSM-IV PTSD was classified as an anxiety disorder; now it's labeled as a "trauma and stress disorder.")

This seems sort of worrisome to me; the focus is on the cause, not the stigma. The goal is to de-stigmatize PTSD, particularly in the military, by making it into a normal response to trauma rather than a psychological disorder, and encourage people to seek help for it without having to label themselves as having an "anxiety disorder."

I'm all for lack of stigma around mental health, but the problem is that this increases the stigma around everything else in the DSM, and implies a need to justify symptoms and prove that something counts as a "traumatic event."

This seems really *bad*. Not everyone who experiences a traumatic event gets PTSD. PTSD symptoms are very specific (nightmares, flashbacks, hyperarousal, and avoidance). Children who experience prolonged abuse or trauma don't typically get PTSD (it becomes internalized and integrated into their sense of self, since when you're 5 years old you can't usually do very much to protect yourself if someone who's supposed to take care of you hurts you). Mood disorders, dissociative disorders, personality disorders, and eating disorders can and often are caused by trauma.

The psychiatric system itself compounds trauma in a way that it seems blissfully unaware of ( a recent Danish study linked psychiatric hospitalization to an increase risk of suicide; the link seems obvious to anyone who has ever been hospitalized, but mainstream psychology has trouble acknowledging that there might be a link beyond "people who are hospitalized are likely to commit suicide anyways.") Psychiatric abuse isn't taken seriously because of how vulnerable and stigmatized the population is; but psychiatric inpatients are routinely victims of violence by caretakers and other patients, given addictive and dangerous medication that they are unable to stop taking without further intervention, denied outside support and advocacy, and spend years recovering from or repeatedly returning to the same system.

The focus on defining mental illnesses that aren't PTSD as purely caused by brain chemistry, ignoring trauma as a cause or compounding factor, condones and encourages child abuse. Psychiatric caregivers aren't forced to examine their own behavior or how it might be harming patients.

I don't care a whole lot about blame and moral judgment and needing to prove that you have a "good reason" to be crazy. I care about not making things worse, and reclassifying PTSD based on cause rather than symptoms is confusing and unhelpful.
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I'm trying to write seriously about my experience with receiving ECT over the last six weeks. This is difficult and personal, but I think is an important thing that's worth doing. There weren't a lot of people writing about it when I was doing my research, for one. :)

I can admire Kitty Dukakis and Carrie Fisher for talking openly about their experiences with ECT, but they also had advantages and support most people don't have access to.

General summary: the treatment was life-changing and my experience was overall positive, but the but experience of receiving treatment (the hospital, the amnesia, the helplessness, the coercion) WAS pretty bad, and I am lucky that I didn't get hurt more seriously than I did. If I'd done this 5 years ago it would have likely been traumatic and not remotely beneficial. As it was it was still one of the scariest things I've ever been through. And my life's been pretty scary at times.

Anyone want to read the draft I have? (It goes into some specifics that I don't want to share more generally right now.)

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